The reason behind ....

i found out the reason behind my expanding waistline le!! okay, this is only applicable to me.. and me alone, okay.. i'm not sure if it is true for other ppl.. so dont sue me if u follow wat i said.. hahah..

it is the TUITION tat i'm giving!! seriously.. believe me.. it is true!!

first of all, giving tuition is very draining, physically and mentally.. everytime the tuition ended, i'm feeling super tired and hungry.. cos *sigh* long story, very hard to explain here.. just know tat i'm hungry each time after tuition.. hence, the need for supper.. which will lead to expanding waistline..

secondly, giving tuition means extra income.. extra income = more money = can eat more food = expanding waistline.. tadaa~~

see, the equation is so simple.. now will u believe me?? so to slim down, i need to stop giving tuition!!! hahaha

A Chinese Ghost Story

wohoo~~ finished wathing the serial drama "A Chinese Ghost Story".. now can concentrate on my studies le.. (or will i?? haha)

neeway, "A Chinese Ghost Story" is a very nice and simple ghost story extracted from the famous "Liao Zhai".. but in the serial drama, they make it until so complicated.. with extra story arcs and stuff.. i still prefer the original one.. more touching..

talking about touching, it suppose to be very touching.. yes, indeed the drama is touching but it is not the main story tat is touching.. i'm touched by the stories of the so called 'side character'.. the other non-main story arcs r more touching than the main story arc.. in fact the main arc is a bit draggy, sometimes to the point when i just fast forward..

and can u believe it, i'm blogging in my computer lab instead of listening to the lecturer.. i'm just bored.. dont know wat he is talking now.. *sianz*

A great decision - dedication to RSPHI

ppl always talk about their regrets.. the wrong choice tat they had made at some point in their life.. but how many ppl will cherish wat good and wise choice tat they made??

its been 3 years.. 3 years serving RSPHI as volunteer.. NEVER will i say i regret joining RSPHI!! RSPHI just rocks!!

how time flies.. still can remember the day when i when for the interview to get into RSP.. i'm torn between joining RSPHI or RSP Youth.. mind u all, i'm there at the interview all alone.. none of my friends wanna join at all!! well, in the end choosen to go for RSPHI.. a wise choice i believe.. haha.. not saying tat joining RSP Youth is not good.. just tat RSPHI had given me too good a experience for me.. too good such tat i will never think of wat will happen if i join RSP Youth..

BS1 course.. weekly tuition.. nomination.. coordinator or centrehead.. centrehead.. step down.. hahah.. such a long process but it felt like just yesterday.. from not knowing my fellow volunteers to getting close to them.. from not knowing any signs to becoming chief interpreter for COR (though i smoke alot in my interpreting, haha).. from being alone to becoming a big family of RSPHI (not forgeting IBU's family also).. and alot more.. such wonderful experiences!!

i'm not sure if i'll still be as active as this year during my final year in NTU, but i'll try to!! dont wanna lose touch with such a great gang of friends and i dare say family!! *ohhh i feel like crying*

Nick

for the second time in this week i nicked myself during shaving... arrgghh... though it is just a small nick, but it doesn't stop bleeding... *grrhh*

hmmm... maybe i can make some wish... just like Snow White's mother who pricked herself while sewing, then make a wish for a daughter with hair as black as night, skin as white as snow, lips as red as blood...

then wat wish should i make?? hmmmm... *deep thinking*

Brighter side

most of my recent entries were not so happy.. should brighten up my blog, and my life too.. should find more happy stuff to blog..

so i found this picture in my phone camera.. taken by myself after my recent barber visit.. normally, i'll ask him not to comb for me after he finished his cutting, but i guess i forgot to tell him and he help me comb this weird funny hair.. hahah.. i looked so funny ar.. =P

Brother, brudder, bro

i read the newspaper just now.. but should be the Saturday de bah.. the paper was featuring divorce and how it affect kids (FYI only, not main topic of this post).. there was this twin.. even though the boys were separated since small due to their parents divorce, yet they remain close to each other till now..

how i envious those with brothers.. younger or older.. as most of u all knew it already, i'm the only boy in my family.. have 3 sisters.. well, having 3 sisters is nice, nothing wrong with it.. just tat i secretly wish for a brother.. younger or older doesnt matter..

those brother brother thingy, i'm so envious.. brothers having fun together, doing 'man' stuff together, having man to man talk.. those punching around, wrestling around.. u cant really do those to your sis..

*sigh* this feeling is hard to describe.. it is very complex.. if u all dont really know or understand wat i'm trying to say, then just treat it as another of my emotional day.. okay..

Contact Lens

under the instigation encouragement of my friends, i signed up for some contact lens trial.. today, i went to get my trial pair of contact lens!! totally felt in love with contact lens.. so convenient.. vision become so clear without the need of spec/glasses.. easy man.. but i guess, i'll have to wake up extra early to put on the lens.. *arrggh*

but there wont be free lunch in the world.. wearing contact lens come with a cost.. need to care properly for the lens.. need to wash, disinfect, practice proper hygeine etc etc.. and this may prove difficult for some guys.. well, u know, some guys r just not tat particular, not tat throughout ('xi xin').. and for me, it prove difficult also.. my hands r so big, so kinda clumsy when handling the small, fragile lens.. guess i just have to learn how to do it properly.. hahaha..

now tat i've contact lens, hope tat it really proves to be much better than my old glasses.. today was just my first day wearing so cant really judge yet.. so hopefully in the future, it wont give me much trouble.. i'll still keep my glasses nearby and handy, just in case u know, at least till i'm more familiar with contact lens..

If one day

If one day u feel like crying, call me.
I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u.

If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me.
I dont promise to ask u to stop, but i can run with u.

If one day u dont want to listen to anyone, call me.
I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet.

But one day if u call, and there is no anwser, come fast to see me.
Perhaps i need you.

Mess

*gggrrrhhh* today i woke up and this feeling just came to me... "Shit, my whole life is in a mess!!"... i just said it out loud this morning when i woke up...

need to reorganise my life... everything is out of place... nothing seems to be going okay... wat happen?? i also dont know... *sigh*

need to rush off for my lecture le...

Feeling Alive

it felt so good to be alive!! *breath in breath out*

went to cycle 'with my friends'.. but got 'pang seh' instead.. ended up cycling alone at ECP.. but it felt so good!! i can feel tat i'm so alive.. i realise i'm so cooped up in my room recently.. should try to avoid sitting in front of the computer so much.. need to get out more often!! *but errmmm.. got limited budget leh* haha..

there was alot of ppl in ECP today.. dont know y.. or maybe it always had this much of ppl on weekends.. but the bike rental there was cheap!! hoho.. $8 for 3 hours.. ($2.66667 per hour).. wanna try skating though.. but a bit shy to try, cos scared of falling down.. maybe i should try next time.. there were alot of small little kids that were very good with skating.. i shouldn't be losing out to them.. must quickly learn how to skate.. maybe i should go down to ECP every Sunday.. haha.. *deep thinking*

dinner with friends after tat.. was suppose to eat Secret Recipe after dinner, but they happily went off and forget about it.. sob sob.. next time perhaps.. =P

Foul Day

today was just not my day.. so many things tat make me angry, highly irritated & in a foul mood!!

first, there was living above me who pour water out of the windows and kena my laundry!! arrgghh how can there this kind of un-civic-minded people?? so, i told the hall officer about it, but they were like reluctant to investigate it.. then they told me that they cannot find the culprit and ask me to monitor the situation.. like i can sit in my room 24/7 to catch the culprit like tat.. if this happen again, i'm going to make sure the culprit will be evicted from the hall!!!

then project discussion today was not very smooth.. we have to hand in the report in about 2 weeks time.. but we r no where near completion!! far from it.. nothing much done in today's discussion.. and the next discussion will be on next week.. dont know if can get it done in time or not.. dont wanna rush through it in the end!! =(

then, went for tuition and my tuition kids showed me they test result.. BAD RESULT!! how come?? i spent so much time teaching and explaining to them, yet they give me this kind of result.. wat went wrong?? y no improvement??

*sigh* all these irritation and anger make my stomach growling.. and i crave of food.. highly fattening nutritious food!! meat, cheese, fries.. grrrrrhhhh..

Newton's Law of Love

haha.. my sis forwarded this email to me.. find it kinda funny.. LOL.. enjoy everyone..

*Universal law of Love: *
" Love can neither be created nor be destroyed; only it can transfer from One girlfriend to another girlfriend with some loss of money "

*First law of Love:*
" a boy in love with a girl, continue to be in love with her and a girl in love with a boy, continue to be in love with him, until or unless any external agent (brother or father of the gal) comes into play and break the legs of the boy. "

*Second law of Love:*
" the rate of change of intensity of love of a girl towards a boy is directly proportional to the instantaneous bank balance of the boy and the direction of this love is same to as increment or decrement of the bank balance. "

*Third law of Love:*
" the force applied while proposing a girl by a boy is equal and opposite to the force applied by the girl while slapping."

Prezzie Prezzie Prezzie

there is currently 3 prezzies in my room now.. for various ppl's b-day.. 1 past oledi, 1 nearing, 1 not so nearing.. should buy 1 more for 'nearing but still not so urgent'.. so many b-day this month.. cannot mention who yet.. haha.. but pocket a bit dry up le.. but giving still the best thing in the world.. the joy and happiness on the receiver's face will just spread around..

neeway, been chatting and talking with some friends recently.. alot of things had happen.. discussed some serious issues also.. need to do lots of thinking these days.. and thinking make me have more white hair.. *arrgghh*