Such a Failure

*sigh* i think i m a failure... never get things done properly...

i dont know y... maybe is because i procrastinate... maybe is because i never put my heart into doing it... maybe i m just born a loser!!!

feeling down and moody now... yes, i do procrastinate... but all those tat i do r things tat i wanted to do at the first place, so it couldn't be a half-hearted job... but y things still turn out so bad?? and my studies all along also not very good... y can't i be like those ppl out there, good in everything...

*arrrgghhhh* somebody kill me....

Teaching

*phew* teaching is not easy, man...

back from teaching tuition at around 11pm... but today's tuition session give me a big headache... dont really know how to proceed to teach my tuition kids...

when ask if they (cos i m teaching 2 at the same time) understand, they said yes, but when ask them to do, they dont know... tell them if dont understand must ask me, but they dont... *sigh* how how?? how to motivate them...

recently they just had their test, and they got very bad result!! hope their mother didnt blame me... *grrrhhh* must produce some result so tat their mother can see... otherwise i can envision myself searching for another tuition assignment!! hope things will go more smoothly...

only now i realise tat being a teacher is not easy... should reconsider my career path... (for those who dont know, my ambition is to become a teacher)... have to think properly now... is teaching really suitable for me... *hmmmm*... well, i still got about 2 years to make my decision... can take my time... hahahah

Just some Scribbles!!

i had skipped 2 days lesson!! can you believe it??!!

still dont have the mood to start getting serious about my studies!! but hor, i see everyone in school start mugging and pia-ing hor, really stress me out!! then again, i'll never really get serious about my studies... exam results r not everything... to me there r alot more important stuff than exam!!!

wat is it tat is more important?? hmmm... i would say how i spend my life in Uni... i dont want to grow old and think back, y i only studies in Uni... i want my life to be as colourful as possible... although, i still need my grades to graduate and find a proper job, i think i'll just be happy with a second class honour... tat means i still need to put a bit of effort!!!

sometimes, i think why am i here in Uni?? i still can't figure it out... maybe it is to please my parents, maybe it is to secure a good job, i still dont know... but all i can say is tat i dont regret being here... met alot of friends, Zionites, RSPHI, SBS friends, and alot more!!! WOW... I LOVE them all!!! (not forgeting my friends in JB also... those from EC and PRESS)

hahaha... i m a bit 'rou ma' here... but then i just want to let all my friends know tat i LOVE u all...

PS - today i m a bit emotional... thus this kind of 'rou ma' words come out... but i dont care... hahah

Tutorial Woes!

the time now is 9.48am... *grrrrhhhh* suppose to go for tutorial, but the lecturer is too sucky, so no choice but to skip it... his volume is too low... even after we told him tat, we still cannot hear wat he saying... and worse, u cannot hear a thing even though he use MIC!!! darn!!! catch no ball... so under the persuasion from my friend (who? the bad girl is Ting Ting, hahah), i became bad, i skipped his tutorial, but later got his lecture, dont know want to go or not... most prob not lor... hahhahah

so i guess i better get some studies done while wasting time here... hhahahahaha

PitStop Cafe & A Birthday Surprise!!

went to Pitstop Cafe @ Boat Quay... not too bad... nice atmosphere but a bit small though... it is just like Mind or Settler... a cafe where u can play alot of games!!

actually went there to just have a small gathering for RSPHI ppl tat is the same batch with me... and also to celebrate Jia Hui's very belated birthday!! haha... better late than never wat... :P

well, i dont have the pic with me cos i didnt bring my camera... so i'll post up the pic once i got it from my friends...

then, wat is the surprise?? haha... beside than Jia Hui's very belated birthday, they decided to celebrate my super belated birthday also!!! WOW!! i m so touched!! and i got a present!! a present tat really surprised me!! and wat really touch my heart is tat they actually remembered i said tat before!! thank you guys and gals... u all r the best!!!

A TAMAGOTCHI



as requested by my friends... i had created a new blog to blog about my life with my tamagotchi!! so go to lifeoftamagotchi.blogspot.com to read about my life with my tamagothci... i'll still blog here... so dont worry... just tat i have 2 blogs now... this is my main blog and lifeoftamagotchi.blogspot.com will be my secondary blog

Addiction

went to curb my addiction just now... just reached hall...

1. Addicted to KFC Cheesy Fries - it is superb... i really like it... whenever i have craving, i'll just drop by KFC and order a cheesy fries... however, a word of caution, it will make u grow fat!!

2. Addicted to games (especially Maple Story) - i m a game addict... i admit it... will spend most of my free time and some of my not-so-free-time to play games... generally i'll like any games... but i dont like too violent games or shooting games...

these 2 r my biggest addiction... ahhahah... other than these 2, will be food, food and food... LOL

well, i m glad tat i m NOT addicted to smoking, drinking, or drugs!!! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!

Cafe Lounge @ Goodwood Park Hotel

just came back from FOC 2006 Main Comm dinner... at Goodwood Park Hotel...

food was nice!! company was good!! wat else can i ask for?? i had a lot of cheese cakes... cant remember how many slices i ate... LOL... and the rest of the food was good too... but there was 1 or 2 dishes tat was a bit disappointing... but overall was GOOD!! i'll give it a 4 stars out of 5 stars...

after tat went to watch "Click" with Rosanne, Jackson and Champ... nice show but compare to other Adam Sandler movies, it was so so only...


Champ, Rosanne, Me and Ashley


Angeline and the wanted-to-pangsai Edward


My Cheesecakes (cannot remember which serving... haha)


Comical Champ


"The Oyster Effect" (for those who dont know, oyster is aphrodisiac)

i m balding

visted the hairdresser last tues... he pointed out that i m having mediterranean sea on my head (get it??)

I M BALDING!!!!

he said i m balding... how?? i dont want to bald so soon... i m like just 22, how can so fast bald... the hairdresser told me tat the cause might be stress, not enuf sleep or eating some drugs (sound like drugs addict)...

anyway, i dont eat drugs... for those who know me, they will know tat it is impossible to stress me!! and pleaaaasseeeeee, i will never deprive myself of sleep lor... so how come i m still balding... *sigh* look like i have to play more games to de-stress... hahah... as if i didnt play enuf... LOL...

so anybody want to sponsor me to go for YunNan?? Or Beijing 101?? *sigh*

Just to make all of u jealous, part 2

back from my home!!! with picture of the durian.. hahah..

Just to make all of u jealous

*yawn* woke up at 8 am.. lack of sleep..

but it alrigth.. going back home.. YEAH!! my mom promised me to buy durian for me!! haha.. so cant wait anymore..

those tat r jealous.. well, too bad, cannot bring back for u all.. haha

Heng Arrr

*phew* i m so feel so relief now!!!

before this i always tot tat this year BS FOC was screw up!! i tot tat ppl really like this year FOC as compared to last year or last last year.. now i know tat ppl really enjoy it..

been surfing ppl's blog and read up alot about BS FOC, Estadoes.. seems like ppl r enjoying.. good good.. make me feel much better..

this year FOC i didnt really put my heart into it till the last minute.. only last minute then i try to rush everything, make sure things turn out alright and etc.. and because of that i always tot tat this year FOC will not be as good as last year.. seems like i m wrong!! or maybe ppl r just trying to be nice and say good things about Estadoes in their blogs.. hahahah..

wat i learnt is tat, last minute work cannot be compared to early preparation.. i shall bear tat in my mind!! i'll work hard for next FOC (if i join again, key word, IF).. hahaha..

P.S - school reopen tomolo.. so excited!! dont know wat the new semester will bring!! lets brave it together ppl!!

Wat An Adventurous Night

Went to COR post-event gathering cum celebration at East Coast Park.. 'ma ma hu hu' only lor.. not tat i didnt appreciate the organiser, but it just 'ma ma hu hu'.. the food is nice but sadly not enuf!! as i m known as 'ta wei wang' to most of my friends, how can so little food satisfy me?? haha..

well, since not much food to eat, me, thong loon and wei sheng went cycling.. which attract interest from a lot of ppl.. yulei, rumin, a few HIs also join us.. enjoy it a lot.. long time didnt cycle le.. though didnt get to cycle much due to helping the HIs, but still the company was good and i like it..

here comes the highlight!! the best part of the night!! on our way back, we missed everything!! first we miss the last train.. then me and thong loon thought of taking bus to somewhere nearer to Boon Lay.. then we miss all the buses!! really, it is like one after another whizz pass us lor.. *sigh* we r kinda stranded at Bedok mrt!! dunno wat to do and a bit lost!!

walk here and there, check this service tat service, and lastly ended up taking bus no. 2 to CHIJMES, then walk to St Andrew Cathedral and take Night Rider no. 5.. phew.. tat is y i ended up in hall at 2.28 am, when i leave east cost park at around 10.30pm!! haha..

Picture taken on the way to take Night Rider

Me and Thong Loon on our way to take Night Rider.. A bit Gayish, but we r not

P.S - today is my first time taking Night Rider.. usually, i'll just take taxi when i miss the last train!! now i learnt something.. dont really have to take taxi.. and Night Rider save u a lot of $$!! time to sleep liao.. tired le..

Hall 16 Orientation Camp

*arrgghh* darn tired now.. been lack of sleep for the past 2 days le.. hope i can still endure today.. today will be the final day liao..

honestly speaking, this camp is seriously in a mess!! it is a disaster!! weird timing, comm members internal conflict, etc etc.. haha.. but then i think certain things still need to be praised..

been kinda thinking if i should be the chairperson for the next BS orientation camp.. i wanted to but have my reservation too.. though i m not involved in any other ECA in NTU except for RSPHI, i foresee tat this coming year will be busy or super busy.. with more modules to take, modules getting more difficult etc etc.. dont forget tat i need to get some attachment to get to know how is it working in lab.. if i get attachment, then my may, june and july period will be working.. how to involved in the camp??

i have my worries too.. if i become chairperson, who will be my vice or co-chair?? if i choose wrong people for the post how?? they dont do work how?? things dont turn out alright how?? haha.. maybe i m thinking too much

but as people say, if there is a will, there is a way.. surely i can think of something.. shall decide in a few more days..