Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka!

whoosh~~ is the Malaysia National Day today!! hooray~~

just want to express "Malaysia, I LOVE YOU!!"

well, alot of my peers will seek to differ.. they will cite "Chinese is discriminated against in Mal*ysia!".. honestly speaking i dont think so.. i seriously dont feel tat i'm discriminated.. i m happy..

okay, maybe there is some unfairness, but wat is the big deal? just a 'tiny little bit' nia.. alot of youngster nowadays r really influenced by their parents.. cos alot of older Chinese in Malaysia keep saying tat Chinese in Malaysia is ill treated.. but tat was like eons ago, things of the pass, NOT now!! *sigh*

here i'm hoping that Malaysia will remain in prosperous and harmony.. once again "I LOVE MALAYSIA"

In deep thoughts

i cant help it.. it just pop-ed into my mind.. cant stop wondering now..

how much am i worth in your heart? wat r really friends for??

*in deep thoughts*

the Deaf Run, Van B'day Party and some rambling

went to the Deaf Run early (and i meant really early, ~yawn~) in the morning.. 6km run/jog.. but i didnt run the whole journey.. ran for like less than half.. then walk the rest.. haha.. it seems like my stamina is still not tat good.. shall train more, and hopefully one day i can run a full marathon.. as usual, any RSPHI outing will be fun.. though didnt do much, just run/jog/walk* then had brunch together, still enjoyable..

after the run back to hall to shower rest a bit and get ready to go to Van's b'day party.. overslept, cos too tired.. haha.. luckily not too late.. the bbq and b'day celebration was fun.. had lots of prawn and sotong.. ~whoosh~ sang alot too.. we were like trying our best to outdo each other in singing old songs.. and i really mean ancient songs!! hahaha..

now i'm back in hall.. supposed to print some stuff for tomolo lesson and get some reading done before tomolo presentation.. but blogging and reading blog instead.. haha..

these few days, the thought of dying and death haunting me again.. for those who dont know, i'm very scared of dying/death.. the mere thought of it send shiver down my spine.. but dont know y these few days the thought keep haunting me.. having trouble pushing it out of my mind.. arrgghh..

anyway, sometimes i had things tat i wanted to blog about, but then knowing tat some of the person involved maybe reading my blog and i dont want to hurt his/her feeling, i ended up didnt blog.. should i continue like tat? though it is not directly fabricating lies, but telling partial truth is also a form of lying.. ~sigh~ i think i shall not telling partial truth anymore.. i'll just blog watever i want.. it is my blog wat, i can blog anything and everything as long as i dont break any law!!!

okay, shall finish printing my stuff and go sleep..

Danceitude 07, NTU CAC Modern Jazz

went to watch NTU CAC Modern Jazz Dancetitude '07 last night.. Stephy, i totally enjoyed myself, so dont feel bad anymore.. though if you perform, i'll enjoy more.. just concentrate on getting well now.. unless you give up dancing, otherwise, i foresee myself attending more of your performances!!

those ppl out there really can dance.. though i'm not some expert in judging dance, but according to my standard, it was good!! like some particular items though.. the 'ting ma ma de hua' (listen to your mom) was nice and touching.. can dance really touch your heart? well i think can.. the NUS's MJ de Toy Story not bad too.. like the l'amour too!! whoosh~

saw other friends performing too.. all good and zai!! jia you everyone!!

Inspiration

i am who i am today because of the choices i made yesterday..

ponder on it my dear friends..

Tip Tap Tip Tap, it's drizzling

ohhhh.. rainy day.. a bit gloomy too.. *sigh* dont wanna go out.. just want to remain in room slack and woch crunchyroll.. hahhaa..

is not really raining, but drizzling.. i dont like drizzling.. i like either bright sunny day or heavy rain.. bright sunny day can go swimming pool, beach or do laundry.. heavy rain can go out to play rain.. but drizzling, u just feel like slacking.. hahaha..

need to go off to clementi tuition session.. then got OVE bbq after tat.. whoosh~~

but before i go out of hall, need to find some food to fill my stomach.. hahah

Another boring Wednesday

initially wanted to cut and paste something from a email forwarded to me by my sis.. but gave up half way copying and pasting.. hahhah..

really no mood to study.. all the modules this sem seems disgusting.. all look so foreign to me.. but how come my friends all seems to be able to understand?? is it just me?? *sigh*

had a talked with LP yesterday.. she said "the day u (referring to me) study, is the day i study, which is the day the sky fall down".. hahaha.. so hilarious..

cheers everyone!!

Dim Sum, the Bosses @ Vivocity

went to eat dim sum with YX, TL and ah Hai today at the Bosses @ Vivocity.. the chinese name of tat restaurant is 'hei she hui' (translation - gang).. hahahah.. a very unique name..

the dim sum is fantastic.. had har-gaos, siu-mais, xiao-long-baos, egg tarts and etc.. whoosh~~ nice.. then weekdays 2-5 is half price also.. super worth it.. in the end only spend 10 per person.. hahahah.. really highly recommendable!!

then went for a short walk in vivo.. saw Wong Lilin and Alan Wu.. together with their kids.. hehehe.. the second time i see local artists around singapore.. the first was fiona xie.. how come dont have chance to see Zoe Tay de.. hahaha..

tuition today was as usual, blood-puking inducing again.. really hope she make progress and really understand wat i'm talking to her.. *sigh* the problem is she didnt communicate with me.. she understand or not she wont say.. she know or not, she wont say.. sometimes ask le also keep quiet.. how?? please make some progress!!!

supper with Pat, Van, KJ, and Van's sis, Nicole.. talked crap the whole night.. haha.. hou high ar.. now then i realise i'm same block with KJ for 2 years yet dont have chance to get to know him better.. hahaha.. only get to know more about him recently.. talk about fate and destiny..

works r piling up again.. as usual, i'm procrastinating.. hahaha..

The story of the FATSO!!

went back home for the weekend.. and my mom said i grew FAT!! arrgghh.. nowadays everyone said i'm fat.. sob sob..

neeway, when i told my mom i want less rice cos i want diet, she said "no need diet lah.. you are a guy, fat nevermind de".. haha.. wat logic is tat.. well, mom's cooking is the best.. cannot resist anyway, will get extra rice anyway.. haha..

seriously, a few of my pants and shorts cannot fit anymore.. must really slim down a bit.. not really diet but just to lose a few inches.. haha..

Boring Lesson and PC

guess wat.. blogging from my school comp lab, DURING LESSON!! hahah.. dont know wat the lecturer rambling about.. or rather, i'm too attracted to the PC in front of me now.. hahha..

neeway, my lappie confirmed 'chui' liao.. no hope of using it le.. well, not unless i send it for repair.. but lazy.. or rather, i'm very 'gianz' on getting a new PC or lappie.. who want to sponsor me?? donate to "Buy-Huan Huan-a-PC fund".. donate generously yeah..

well, i'm applying the school PC Loan to get a new PC.. but now they change the system liao.. become more 'mah-fan'.. and also not confirm will get de.. got this criteria thingy, only if you household income less than dont know wat lah.. *sigh* but i should be able to get bah.. just need to get a guarantor.. another 'mah-fan' point..

if cannot get the loan, probably will borrow $$ from friend bah.. then repay him every month.. like 'fen qi fu kuan'.. hahah..

without lappie/PC in hall sure feel like i'm handicapped.. cannot do anything and also very sianz.. cos cannot do anything except for sleeping.. hahha..

OVE and First day of School

wanted to post about OVE a long time ago.. but my lappie dont give me 'face' so i cant blog.. sianz.. now blogging in school comp lab while waiting for dinner appointment.. haha..

OVE turned out to be fun, as opposed to wat i thought.. is the ppl tat make it so enjoyable..

we went to stay with some families in a slum/village area.. we were supposed to help them build houses.. well, we did, but we just did the carrying and saikang.. didnt really get to build, unless helping in mixing the cement counted.. hahahah.. had a lot of soft drinks in those 2 days.. usually i dont like soft drinks but those 2 days, drank alot.. the weather bah.. haha.. and the soft drinks are cheap there.. no wonder most of the kids there have spoilt teeth..

the next 2 days, we spent interacting with the children.. played with them, teach them stuff, etc etc.. I LOVE CHILDREN!! wohoo~~ kids r all so adorable.. ohhh.. how i missed some of them.. Elmer and Jeremy.. the 2 kids tat i like most.. and Jeremy like to bite my fingers.. haha..

after the slum/village area, we stayed at this hotel.. nice and big.. a bit waste of money though cos i think can squeeze in more ppl per room.. but we didnt.. haha.. its okay, cos at least we can have 2 nights of good rest!! haha..

we did visit one of the old folks home and a place for the blind ppl.. didnt do much there except for visiting only.. i think we can do much more than just visiting.. hahah..

did some shopping there too.. bought a shorts, a t-shirt and a bag.. all for only S$8.00.. cheap right.. haha.. there was this craze about Krispy Kreme.. most of us bought a lot.. hahah.. cheap too!! wohoo~~ doughnuts fever..

one thing to note is tat Philipinos like to eat meat.. hardly can get vegetables to eat there.. all those carnivoures out there can move to Philippines.. hahah.. and i think i grew fatter at the end of OVE.. hahah..

get to know more ppl.. get to know more interesting ppl to be exact.. haha.. Linda, Kelvin, Jeremy (not the one tat bit my fingers), Ian, Kian Boon, Jing Min, Weiching, Ming Yang, Kar Kei, Serene.. haha.. all fun ppl to be with.. not forgetting those friends in Philippines also.. but then, kinda hard to keep the friendship going through long distance.. but can try.. =)

well, today was the first day of school.. my final year le.. a bit sad.. *sigh* dont want to graduate so fast.. hope can get at least a 2nd upper.. well, today only got 1 hour of lecture.. haha.. going to change my timetable a bit.. wanted to drop some subject and take others.. okay, going to nua a bit first before going to eat with friends..

Back!!

whooosh~~

i'm back from Philippines!! got mixed emotion regarding the OVE trip.. shall blog about it next time, when i'm not tat sleepy and also when i got the photos... hahah

shall go to sleep now..