Monday, May 30, 2005

A Thousand Miles Journey Begins With A Single Step

A thousand miles journey begins with a single step... no matter wat u r going to do, the first step is very crucial...

well, as u all can see, there r some changes to my blog... mostly r the colour scheme... as i have said, i have taken the first step in redesigning my blog... so more changes r on the way!!! look out for it...

back to our title... today when i m redesigning my blog, i realise tat once u have started something tat u like, u will naturally gain momentum... before today, i just said tat i want to redesign my blog but dont really have the drive to do it... until today... once u have taken the first step, u will have the drive to complete it... the feeling of excitement, the drive to see the final result will just keep u going... but of course u must like wat u r doing at the first place to feel the excitement and drive to continue... ppl out there, if u have something tat u like to do, take the first step!!! do not hesitate anymore!!!

life is short... so we must seize every opportunity to live our life to the maximum... do leave any chance for u to regret when u r old and dying... so go ahead and start watever tat u r dreaming of right now!!! taking up dancing, planing for a dream vacation, propose to your gf or bf or watever, just do it (sound like nike advertisement, hahah)...

as for me right now, i need to finish wat i had begun... back to redesigning my blog...

Zionites Outing

Wohoo!!! just came back from Zionites outing... ok, not really an outing, it was a movie marathon at Joanne's house... actually, i m the one who suggested it but we dont really watch a lot of movie just a few... Nevertheless, it is fun and enjoyable...

we actually bake a cake... a chocolate fudge cake and also brownies... okie lor... it is nice lor, especially the brownies... we finished it in a few minutes... actually we r to celebrate Ting Ting birthday... we baked a cake for her... stephy make pasta for us to eat... and xinyan make cawanmushi... as usually i stuff myself with cakes... cannot help it...

well, one thing is a lot of ppl was late today... wah... so irritated... well, we should have displinary action for those who r late... oklah, i wont say i am always early or punctual... sometimes i will be late... hmmm...

i m so blur today... i brought my camera all along but i didnt use it at all lor... *sigh* old le... memory start to fail...

looking forward to our next outing...

Friday, May 27, 2005

Another Day of The Busy Bumble Bee

*rub eyes* *yawn* today is so tiring...

the day start with me waking up at 6 am... can u imagine 6 am!!! well, the thing is i have to meet my sister in Novena MRT at 7.30 to get the keys to my uncle house... because me sis is working the night shift in KK Hospital, and the night shift end at 7 am, so i have to meet here at tat kind of time... it's been a long time since i last woke up at 6 am!!!

then when i reach back hall at around 8++ almost 9, i can only manage to get around 30 minutes of sleep before i need to wake up again to go to meet Serene (another C.Programmer) to get the pantry key... hmmm... i wonder, why it is all keys today...

well, since i m meeting some programmers at Resource Room at 1 pm, so i didnt bother come back to my room to sleep... thus i ended up staying in Resource Room from 10.30 to 1 pm... but i didnt waste the time there... i spend all those time analysing how to redesign my blog... haha... now i know how to do it liao... so soon, i will give my blog a new look...

then at 1 pm the programmers have to do some props for Fright Night... busy sewing and got some rehearsal... all those things end at around 7.30 pm... so long right!!!

then, since Joanne is driving, i ask her to drop me at some nearby MRT so tat i can bring some stuff to put in my uncle's house first... 'cos i cannot bring all the stuff there with one trip, i need to make a few trips... then i reach my uncle's house at around 9++ pm...

lastly, i m back in hall at around 11 pm... so tiring.... *phew* wat a tiring day...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Busy As A Bumble Bee

*phew* finally, can get some rest and some free time to blog!

past few days r really tiring... been tied-up with all my CCA activities... since FOC is coming soon, so we need to speed things up and settle all the preparation... have to go here and there, call this and tat, and alot more... finally, i manage to get most of the things done... now can have a bit of rest...

hmmm.... father's day is coming soon... usually, my family dont celebrate this kind of occasion... we only celebrate Chinese New Year... but then, this year, my sisters suggest tat we do something... at first, we wanted to go to some beach resort/chalet in JB but my dad and mom dont want... being my mom, she always object to anything tat waste money... and my dad said tat he is old liao, dont want to go 'cos he has "yao suan bei tong"... well, no choice lor, we have to change our plan... now we have decided to BBQ at our house instead on 11 June... really looking forward to it... this is a rare occasion where all my family members will be together... ('cos my 2nd sister is working in KL mah, rarely she will come back)

well, i went for a job interview yesterday (the one tat Almighty CT introduced)... should be no problem bah... not really a interview lor... at first he just ask some qns out of formality, then he went on to tell me wat i have to do and stuff like tat... i think they really need ppl bah... so i tot i will have 80% been hired... hahahaha... hopefully, cos now i m very broke le...

by the way, tomolo is the grand opening of Great Singapore Sales... but when will i get my pay?? not so soon.. look like i have to miss the sales... :(

Friday, May 20, 2005

Feeling Blues

*sigh* been feeling blues these few days... maybe it is because of the weather, been raining early in the morning for the past few days and it affected my mood....

well, got my exam result oledi... not wat i expected... 2 Cs and 2 Bs... *sigh* i did put in effort this semester but still the result not very good... compared to last sem, it is almost the same but i really put in effort this sem... maybe not enuf bah... must really work hard next sem otherwise i wont get First Class Honour or Second Class Upper Honour... must not put my future in danger...

although i always think tat exam results r not always a good reflection of someone knowledge, still in this society, it is important... whether i like it or not, i have to show some good results...

AIYOH!!! why m i been 'sighing' so much recently?? it is not good to sigh so young... been young should be carefree and spontaneous... not burden by anything...

but then, i still got a lot of things to do... no time to worry about my results or next sem study... "wat will be, will be"... when things come next sem, i'll deal with it next sem... right now i have to get all my CCA stuffs done...

*get back to work liao*

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Tolerated to the Max

well... i kinda "ren dao ji sian" le... with who?? my roommate lor...

today (literally), he really make me very irritated and angry... well wat actually happen?? well, its around 1+ and then he said tat he is going to cook something for supper and ask me if i want or not (well, not bad, at least he asked), but i dont want... so he went away... suddenly he came back and said tat he was actually cooking with some friends (some neighbour tat i dont like)... then he took his soy souce with him but he accidentally spill it (and not a little bit.. but a lot)... actually, he started to clean-up, but then he did a half hearted job... he merely wipe it with some tissue paper, and leave some stain on the floor... then he went away to the pantry...

well, at first i tot he will come back later when he finish cookin' to finish up cleaning... but NO!!! he just leave and never come back until now... wat so angry about it is tat right now he is at the room next next door, happily chatting with some of his friends... well, actually nothing much to get angry about, but it is not just this... actually not only he spill it in the room, but also the corridor... and he didnt bother to clean up also (not even wipe it away with tissue paper for the corridor)... WALAU EH!!! so irritated leh... how can he be so irresponsible?

actually not only this incident tat make me angry... but is the cumulative of all the past events... i have oledi been very kind and just keep quiet and tolerating in the past... but now is the max liao... i just need somewhere to vent my anger and frustration... now i know y ppl would want a single room... at least they dont have irritating roommate.... *arrrrggggHHHHHH*

Monday, May 16, 2005

Back From Camp

well, just in case u all r wondering y i didnt blog for such a long time... i just came back from a camp... not any camp but String Ensemble "Music Camp"... a camp for u to buff up your skill and improve your playing...

actually, i didnt really want to go to the camp, but then since i m the committee member, no choice lor... have to be there to help out... the response for the camp is not very good, not many members attend... nevertheless, i m actually glad i m there for the camp...

unlike the previous "Music Camp" that we organised, this one is better... in fact much better... on the first day night, we went to watch a concert together at Esplanade - "All Beethovan Evening" by Singapore Symphony Orchestra... though i dont really know how to appreciate classical music, it is still a good experience... then throughout the whole camp, i learned a lot... now my skill is better (i hope! or is it just my imagination.. hahaha)

now i m tired, but then still need to go and teach tuition later... *sigh*

and i m still jobless!!! seriously need to get a job but dont have the time!!! *sigh*

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Worst Place To Stay :(

Wah... u all know where is the worst place to stay? well, let me tell u... it is Hall 8 Block 44 Level 1... Damn it... it is disgusting....

well, Block 42 is under renovation/construction, so i have to move to another room (if i know earlier, i wont be staying for the hol)... and unfortunately i have to move to Block 44 Level 1 (Oh God! Of all place, y here??!!)...

wat so bad about it?? well, where should i start??!! ok from the minor first....

although Block 44 is not under renovation/construction, but they r repainting male toilet in Level 1... so i have to climb to Level 2 everytime i need to use the toilet... so 'mah fan'...

that is not all... the nearest laundry room is on Level 5!!! can u imagine, Level 5!!! lets see, if u need to wash your clothes, u have to climb 5 floors to get there, then climb back 5 floors to your room... when the laundry is done, again u have to climb 5 floors to get it and 5 floors to get back to your room... total of 20 floors just to wash a pail of clothes.... RIDICULOUS!!! wat if the all the washing machine is been used when u get there?? or your laundry is not yet done when u get there?? OH MAN!!! that means u have to make a few more trips.... *faint*

the worst!!! there is a stench in the corridor!!! *faint again* i dont know how come there is smell in the corridor even though the cleaner sweep and mop it everyday... it just stink!!! maybe someone died in the room!!! or all the guys here never wash underwears!!!

worst still, there r a bunch of guys tat i normally would avoid... u know those kind of guys who r MCP, like soccers, egoistic and talk loudly... u know, those kind.... not tat i have something against soccer, or talk loudly, it just tat i dont like them... ok! ok! i know i m weird, but i just dont like them!!!

i think i m going to move out SOON! to where? to my uncle house! it is empty anyway!!! Yeah!! but the bad things is no internet access.... :( well i guess it is true... there is always a good and bad side of a thing....

*Nothing is absolute! There is always a good and a bad side of a thing....

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Overload

*sigh* i think i overload myself with too much commitment liao... now everything is catching up and really stress liao...

SBS FOC meeting and programmers stuff : now have to full gear ahead and settle all the programmers stuff le 'cos the Senior's Camp is coming soon liao... must really make the camp work out...

Hall 8 Production : i have promised to help out writing the script for Hall 8 production... now they r rushing me for the script... where got time to write??!! well... not really lah.. just been procastinate (did i spell it correctly?).. look like i really have to give them something, otherwise they r going to bug me everyday...

String Ensemble : well, a 'Music Camp' is coming soon... since i m in the main comm, i have to help out... and as a beginner, i want to attend the camp also... to improve my skill... going to be really busy lor... and also the weekly practice will resume on 21 May

Tuition & WSC : well, my WSC weekly tuition will still be ongoing even though now is holiday... 'cos the student i m in charge of is still schooling mah... WSC will have a break when my student is holidaying which is in June if i m not wrong... then, my tuition will still be everyweek no matter if it is holiday or not...

WAH!!! so many things to do.. where got time to work... just hope all this things wont make me too busy till got no time for relax and enjoyment... must really settle all once and for all so tat i can enjoy the remaining holiday.... ^_^

*Smile and be happy, for there is no better reason to be happy than being alive - NehBu (~crapping)

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Totally Broke & Bankrupt!

well, my friends should know tat actually i spend my money like water... if i have $100, i will spend $99.90... now i m really broke... desperately need to find some source of income...

then, today i receive a shocking email... actually the Hall office haven deduct the money from my bank account for the May fees... so surprise... i tot they oledi deduct the money, tat's y i m broke... but NO!!! they haven deduct and i m oledi broke (check my account liao, really no more $$)... how m i going to get the money to pay for the fees??

no choice but have to 'hou ze nian pi' and ask my mom or sis for money... the things is i had promised myself not to ask for money from my family again, but loook like i have no choice le... hope this is the last time... look like really need to get a job ASAP!!! and need to get a financial controller to help me look after my $$....

now i have to prepare to go home le... been a long time since i go back home... but sadly to say, i m not really going home to enjoy my family but is to attend the 'World Red Cross and Red Cresent Day' tomolo... i need to attend the celebration and also for duty... but then my family will sure understand tat... will make up for them next time....

*A Person Cannot Gain Something Without Losing Something* - Do u agree?

Friday, May 06, 2005

Feeling Good!

wah... uploading photos is really tedious... just finished uploading photos to Zionites MSN group... really tiring...

well, just came back from chalet with Zionites gang... i m exhausted, tired yet still feeling good... had been a long time since the last outing with Zionites, so this chalet was really good... have a lot of fun with everyone... BBQing, Wild Wild Wet and those chat and games was really fun... i really enjoy the time in Wild Wild Wet... all the games in there r 'scary' yet fun at the same time... too bad i cannot bring camera in to snap some photos in Wild Wild Wet... maybe next time we can go somewhere further... do more stuff together... bungy jumping anyone??

well, as expected, there is sure some conflict here and there, especially with a big group of ppl, but then i wont be blogging it down 'cos y bother remembering those unhappy stuff... only good memories will remain...

now tat i have had my fun, it is time to look for a job liao... must earn some $$ during this holiday to support myself during the next semester... but then, i dont think i have the motivation to do it... hope things will turn out alright...