Should I or Should I Not?

my sis gave birth to another baby girl yesterday.. hooray~~ another baby to "play" with.. hahah..

the cooking session on Monday was fun.. though we ended up finishing our lunch at 4.00pm.. haha.. we should do it again next time!! whee~~

wanna blog about this article in the Strait Times, but lost the mood to do so.. oh well, will blog about it next time..

been contemplating 2 things these days..

1. thinking of shaving my head again, and make it a permanent hairstyle of mine.. low maintenance, hahah..
2. should i go and take up the higher diploma in tourism and hotel management? wanted to take tat for very long time.. but cost me S$7K!! how am i gonna get tat much money.. worst thing is, the closing date for application is this coming Friday!!! arrgghhh!!

New Member in the House

okay... it is the same title as the previous post.. but this post is dedicated to Mandy, my close friend..

Congratz on having a cute little baby girl! i'm sure she will be your source of joy and happiness.. the baby girl will surely grow up to be a beautiful girl, just like her mother..

seriously, i cant tell if the baby looks more like her mother or her father.. in fact all babies look more or less the same to me.. i really cant tell if she inherit her mother genes more or the father's.. maybe in 10 years time, i can tell.. but surely not now.. hahah..

New Member in the House

my uncle was back in S'pore last week.. and he said "get a LCD TV.. the old TV is so small..".. and taadaaa~~ the new LCD TV is in my uncle's house.. muahahah.. now i need a DVD/VCD player to make me glue to the new LCD TV whole day.. LOL

it kept raining these few days.. it spoilt my plan of getting a rich dark tan.. oh well, since i'm still jobless enjoying my holiday, i can always get a tan some other time.. hahah..

my Vegan-Wed didnt go smoothly.. cant resist the temptation of OCK.. oh well, i'm determined.. will attempt another Vegan-day tomolo.. hahah.. the hard part of being Vegan is eating out.. cant really find nice vegan food..

i have a love-hate relationship with terping.. every time, before terping, i'll hate it.. cos i know i'm not tat good.. i'm afraid i'll not be terping tat well.. but during and after terping, it will always inspire me to do well in my signing.. but too lazy to practice.. and not much chance to sign also.. should i resort to terping the news whenever i watch the news?? my sis will surely think i'm going crazy.. haha.. oh well..

Please Go Vegan!!!

arrgghh.. such cruelty.. i cant even finish watching it..

i'm going vegan at least once a week as a start.. every Wednesday, will be my vegan day.. may increase it over the time..

I'm featured in Vogue!!

oh gosh, i cant believe it!! i'm featured in Vogue magazine..

thanks to Rosy!!

Simple joy

i'm feeling much better.. much much better..

wanna blog about a lot of stuff.. but suddenly my mind just went blank.. cant remember wat to blog le.. oh well..

didnt get enuf of sleep recently.. *yawn* and i doubt i'll be getting any good sleep tonight either.. tomolo have to wake up early to go wet market with my mom.. yesh, she will be in S'pore till Tuesday.. haha.. tat means she will be doing the cooking and washing.. LOL..

*yawn*

Who, Why or WHAT?

do i feel much better?? i dont know.. maybe, maybe not..

the question is not who or why.. the question should be what!!

so wat am i going to do? i dont know yet.. a step at a time, i guess..

so wat is my next move? i dont know yet also..

so wat is my plan? i also dont know..

it should never never never be: who is at fault? who is to be blamed? why it happen? or why this happen to me?

Vulnerability

the full moon was up a few days ago.. so was my PMS.. post-moon-syndrome.. LOL..

beware of long and wordy post!!

i tot i'm over with the third class honours thingy.. but i guess i still can put it down.. it is still like a thorn in my chest.. feeling the pinch whenever i'm sending resumes.. *arrggh*

though i said i may not wanna stay in Bio Sci industry, but tat is not very true.. i really like lab work and stuff.. it is fun and interesting.. but then again, i haven really experience doing 'real' lab work.. not those little experiments during lab session in school.. really regret not going for attachment and taking up tat sucky FYP.. if only i can go back in time..

you know, i keep saying tat i wanna to go into events related jobs, or education related jobs.. ponder about it deeply, i cant even tell if i really like those or i conditioned myself to like those.. i can differentiate it now.. maybe, i got intuition tat i can do well in Bio Sci industry, to protect myself, i conditioned myself to like those, or maybe, i really like those.. i really cant tell..

i've a friend who keep telling me of any jobs lobang.. it is out of goodwill, i'm sure of tat.. but sometimes, the way she talk to me, i can feel tat she think tat i cant get any job.. i dont like this kinda feeling.. tat's y i refuse any help.. if i got a job through someone's help, i think i'll never be able to 'tai chi tou' again.. it is not a very serious matter, but to me, it is.. i'm emo..

i'm a cancerian.. crab have hard outer shell and soft inner body.. similar, i can disguise my feeling very well.. i can give a big convincing smile, when truly, i'm weeping.. seriously i can do tat..

i'm not sure wat have gotten into me.. i'm not sure why i even wrote all these in my blog.. cos cancerians are supposed to hide their vulnerabilities very well..

i guess is the book tat i'm reading now.. any wound, you need to eventually expose it to air for it to truly dry up and heal (my dear medic friends, please dont argue it in the medical point of view).. so i guess i need to expose my vulnerability first.. only then will the wound in my heart start to heal..

i appreciate all my friends tat cheer me up on MSN, Facebook, emails, sms-es, etc.. i really appreciate it..

it may sound offending, but seriously, my dear friends, if u just wanna say "cheers", "jia you", "gambate", "dont worry" these kind of one word or two words stuff to me.. dont.. it will just make me more blues.. i know it is out of goodwill.. you can keep it in your heart, i can still feel it and i will still appreciate it.. but just dont.. only you have something more to say, then you do so.. just a "cheers" and you left me hanging there, i'll be more moody.. only start the 'cheering up' conversation if you have something to share with me too or you really really got something else to express..

alright, i guess it is wordy enuf.. i'll stop here.. tomolo will be better..

Amazing Stunt~~

nothing much happens from last post till now.. except for a few outing..

amazing stunt tat i did on last Sat.. 2 buffets at the same day!! amazingly, i didnt die of stomach bursting.. in fact, i'm barely full after the second buffet.. hahah..

first buffet was at PSA building.. supposed to be dim sum buffet, but it felt more like lunch buffet with fish and crab and sambal kangkong.. haha.. tat place is not bad.. reasonable price for reasonable tasty food..

second buffet was at Sunset Way @ Clementi.. nice place for dinner!! with loads of crabs, crayfishes, prawns and scallops.. ooolala.. more like a steamboat and bbq buffet than an international buffet.. the cooked food variety is very limited.. hahah.. but still very worth it!!

nothing much.. but look out for a very wordy and lengthy post!!! coming soon~~

Apple iPod touch

i did the unthinkable today!! i should be smite and burnt!!

i swiped my Debit card to buy the iPod Touch!!! gosh~~

i'm totally (not) regretting it now.. hahah..

it is so cool.. totally cool..

Sales Attitude

spent the whole evening at the iPod shop @ Parkway Parade today hogging the iPod Touch.. hahaha.. i'm really obsessed.. i'm surely getting it!! by this week, hopefully.. hahah..

talk about good service, i'm there the whole evening but none of the sales person asked me if i want to buy anything.. in fact i was there a few times, and NONE serve me.. bad bad bad.. if only someone approach me, I'll surely swipe my Debit card.. i'm really prepared to buy cos wanna get an iPod nano for my sis b'day also.. too bad.. nobody service me.. i'm not going back there to buy.. i'll order online instead, cos will get free laser engraving.. haha..



taken at Postbar.. request from Jo to post it up.. haha.. my face looks fat.. darn..

oh yeah, finally, i went to have a walk at ECP after moving to Marine Parade for soooooo long.. haha..

Postbar @ Fullerton

went Postbar yesterday.. no, we are not sitting on top of mailboxes.. neither do the menu has anything to do with stamps, mails, envelopes nor delivery.. hahah.. just some lame joke from me..

the ambience was really nice.. got the 'atas' feel.. so i felt totally underdressed yesterday with my jeans and T-shirt.. oh well, who cares..

the drinks were a little bit ex.. slightly ex.. a dollar or two more.. food was superb!! the Screaming Hot Chicken Wings with Blue Cheese Sauce was fantastic!! the fries not bad too..

well, actually it was the companion tat made it a great nite.. thanks to Jo, WZ, TT and XXY for coming..

by the way, if wanna pang seh, please dont do it last minute.. pang seh earlier and not inform last minute.. especially if it involved booking and reservation..

Chilli Crabs~~

if really can choose, i'll pick hawker centre over posh restaurant.. haha.. unless tat restaurant got superb hospitality.. i'm a big fan of good service..

neeway, went to have seafood again today.. but with my sis this time.. at a zhi char stall at old airport road hawker.. good food.. reasonable price.. better than the long beach restaurant at ECP.. haha..

this is the stall!! Changi Seafood "0172" which is at Old Airport road hawker centre.. u all can go try it out!!

Long Beach Restaurant @ ECP

my uncle was backed in Singapore.. yesh, the uncle who went to China and work.. the one tat let me stay in his house..

had dinner with him together with my family.. my mom, dad, him, me, my sisters and some other relatives.. wohoo~~ nice fancy restaurant..

went to Long Beach at ECP.. kinda crowded.. oh well, cant blame, was public holiday anyway (Hari Raya).. food was okay.. as in just like normal chinese seafood restaurant lor.. dont really have the "ooolala" factor.. the black pepper crab was a little too peppery.. the chilli crab was a little bit too sweet.. prawn was just nice.. fish okay.. shark fin soup okay.. the fried bee hoon a bit below average.. the chicken also below average..

neeway way, they got these "beergirl" "beerauntie" there.. with short mini skirt.. i almost burst out laughing.. haha..

connection a bit sluggish these few days.. *sigh*..

went to prudential today to tried out their version of Cashflow.. they called it the FQ board game.. was very similar to Cashflow.. but simpler.. oh well, just went there for fun and to earn the S$25.. haha.. cos it was a focus group to gather some feedback on the game.. hahah.. 3 hours for S$25, not bad ehh..

Intellectual Night

somehow, net surfing today ended up in www.apple.com.sg.. got hook on either iTouch or iPhone.. thus, went to Epicentre@Suntec immediately to have a feel of iTouch and iPhone.. almost swipe my Debit card.. *phew*.. but i guess i'll get it sooner or later.. really wanna have it.. iTouch perhaps, iPhone still not worth it.. the phone plan is kinda expensive.. anybody wanna buy me iTouch also can.. i want the 16GB de.. thanks in advance.. alternatively can donate to "Help Edmund buy an iTouch Fund"..

impromptu dinner with JH, TL and ibu turned out to be an intellectual night.. first was all the perspective thinking and out-of-the-box thinking.. then came the English phonetics and pronunciation.. followed by the sine, cosine and mathematical stuff.. we did some foreign languages too.. jap and korean.. haha.. wat a fun night!!

how do you pronounce these words:

1. want
2. what
3. lingerie
4. croissant
5. calendar
6. chic
7. three
8. tree
9. flour
10. steak

by the way, the main course at the Coffee Club not bad.. worth a try..