Tired, Happy and Nostalgic

today was a busy day... i m so tired and my legs r numb now...

in the morning, i m suppose to meet my sis at tanah merah at 8.30 to get the camera (cos need it for the chalet) from her... i woke up at 7.45 but still not early enuf... so i ended up in Boon Lay mrt station at around 8++ but my sis sms me and said tat she cant wait for me if i m late... so i tell her i will get the camera from her after her practice (she is practising kayaking)... i ended up waking very early but got nothing to do... i went back to hall, watch some VCDs until around noon, go out and have lunch and walk walk to wait till my sis finish practice...

so at around 1++ nearing 2 pm, my sis finish pratice liao... meet her at Raffles Place, get the camera and send her to Kranji mrt (cos she is going back home today)... then i went to Bishan to meet my roomate... we r going to visit a friend of ours in Raffles Boarding... tat friend is a "tutor" in Raffles Boarding...

well going to Raffles Boarding brings back a lot of memories... those good times and bad times staying in Raffles Boarding... really miss those days but not the JC life... just the life in Raffles Boarding...

then the 3 of us (me, my roomate and tat friend) went to Bishan for a walk and dinner... OMG!!! Bishan Junction 8 changed a lot... yeah, i know they renovated the whole place but i didnt know it is such a big change... the whole place is like so different... although i used to hang around in J8 but then today we almost got lost...

well, after all the travelling and walking, my legs r so tired now.... but then i got a good news.... in Bishan, there is this Pasar Malam thingy... there is a stall selling VCDs... yeah! u got it... i bought another set of VCDs... but this one i wont regret.... IT IS "KINDAICHI".... i have been looking for it for a long time liao.. finally today i saw it... so i bought it without hestitation....

Hahhahahah.. now i need to watch my "kindaichi"... cannot wait any longer le...

*3 more days to CHALET

WOHOO!!! HOLIDAY!!!

Yeah!!! Finally, last paper finished liao... i m free... no more exam... well not really lah... at least the next one will be in Nov... still long time away... now just enjoy bah...

well, just now after the exam we (Zionites gang) went to eat at Crystal Jade Restaurant... well the food is nice... or should i say marvelous.... but then very costly also... now 'bankrupt' liao... hmmm... seriously need to get a job... otherwise have to starve le....

well.... now that holiday has started, i must think of ways to fill the holiday with activities... 3 months leh.... so long... must fill it with useful activities...

well, below is my list of things tat i want to do in this holiday...
1. Get a job (must earn some extra $$$, cannot rely on family too much)
2. Must learn my sign language well... time to improve my sign language le...
3. Get in touch with my PRESS friends... get more involved in PBSM activities...
4. Redesign my blog.... (although dont know how)
5. Do my best for SBS FOC 2005

hopefully, can get the above list done....

well, for now... time to enjoy for awhile first... really look forward to the coming chalet... YEAH!!! :)

BAH!!!! Finally, the hardest paper of the Sem is over!

*Phew*... finally the hardest paper is over liao... well didnt do very well for this paper... a lot of things i dont know... and didnt manage to finish all the questions... got a lot of blank here and there... hopefully can pass... not asking for more....

now there is only one more paper to go... but after this paper, totally got no mood to study... now feel like going out... well, see first lah.. take a nap first and see my mood later... if good, then i study, if not, then i go out or do anything except study....

*1 more paper to freedom and 6 more days to chalet

1 more day to killer paper!

well... now there is only 1 more day left for me to prepare for my BS 107 - Principles of Genetics paper... throughout this semester, didnt really pay any attention to this module... only attended some of the lectures and tutorials... i dont even have the lecture notes... well, the lecture notes r nothing, just filled with pictures tat he scan from books... useless note... might as well depend on myself....

amazingly yesterday, i really put in effort and study... now must continue the effort... who knows i can get A for this module... well, actually i dont want A lah... a pass will do... not a greedy person mah...

anyway, i realise my room is in a big mess... well, dont really have time to tidy it... ok, ok... i'll clean the room right after my exam, ok!! alright, maybe not right after, 'cos need to celebrate first mah... ok... after the celebration, then i tidy up my room... have to prepare to shift also...

*2 more days to the end of exam

Irresponsible!!! So angry!!!

OH MAN!!! I HATE GOING TO THE TOILET AND/OR PANTRY ON SUNDAY!!!

this is how it goes:

there r some irresponsible block mate in my block... everytime they will dirty the toilet and pantry... there will be no cleaner coming after saturday noon... so by sunday, the toilet and pantry will be in a mess... those who cook in the pantry will never clean up, choking the sink, wrappers all over the places, veggies debris on the floor, spill water and sauce, etc, etc... damn disgusting... if i ever see them, i will surely scold them...

well nothing compare to the toilet... i dont understand how come there r people who dont flush after using the toilet... YES! they dont flush... not even after 'BIG BUSINESS'... the whole toilet is stinky and disgusting.... OH MAN! wat did i do to deserve these disgusting blockmates...

hope things will improve next semester....

It Happen Again!!!

*sigh* it happen again.... i should be burn...

well today, i finish my second paper for this semester... the paper should be easy but the thing is i dont know most of it... but i did study... ok, i admit... maybe i didnt study enuf.... must work hard for my next two paper...

well the thing is i went for a walk in JP today... then i m i m in this VCD shop... well u can guess... i cannot resist the temptation and bought a set of VCDs... "Mystery of The Twin Sword" aka "Ri Yue Shen Jian"... hahaha.... well for this i should be burn... i guess i should get a financial controller to stop me from spending too much... this minute i earn $100, the next minute i can spend $101... *sigh* i will go bankrupt one day....

well.... back to watching my VCDs... oopss... i mean study.. hahah....

#2 more papers to freedom

3 and a half hour more

*sigh* 3 and a half hour more to my first paper for this semester... well didnt really study hard for this sem... but i still got study for the exam lah... hopefully can pass with decent grades...

well, there is no point doing last minute preparation but then it is still better than none... not tat i didnt prepare, just tat i not really a lot of preparation...

today i woke up at 8+ to study... but end up starting to study at around 9+... Y? well, today, the Zionites gang might come to my room first before going to the exam hall, which is near my hall, so i have to clean my room a bit... now it look much better...

well, back to study liao....

(OH! God! Please let me do well in this exam!)

Astrology, anyone?

anyone out there believe in astrology? well, i do... just now i just got my birth chart done... for those who dont know, birth chart is a chart of the position of all the planets when u r born... now going to spend the next few hours interpreting the chart...

for those who like astrology, maybe we could discuss it together someday... for those who dont, read on, i m going to explain a little bit about astrology and hopefully u will be convinced...

astrology is about the relationship between heavenly bodies and how it influence our life... take note i said influence and not dictate or cause something to happen in our life... most astrologers believe tat everything move in a certain harmony, there for the way the heavenly bodies interact and move are also the way we will interact and move... something about synchronicity... in fact the heavenly bodies only influence the way we act and behave but they dont directly cause us to do something b'cos we still have our free will...

well some of u may say tat how is astrology be true? if it is true that there will only be 12 kind of people ('cos there is only 12 signs in zodiac)... well this is not true... the 12 signs in zodiac are only the sun sign... there are also the moon sign... then there is the location and position of all the planets when u r born... so there is endless possibilities... not just 12 kind of people...

some famous astrologers include Pythagoras, Nostradamus and Newton (before he got hit by the apple)... well still not going to believe?? well, in astrology, Uranus is the planet tat influences unexpected changes, revolution, breakthroughs... Uranus was first found in 1781 and during that period of time was when all the revolutions happen (go look at your history textbook)... Neptune is the planet of unknowns, dreams and the realms of the unconscious... well Neptune was discovered in 1846, shortly before the birth of Sigmund Freud (go ask people studying psychology about this guy)... Pluto governs the death, renewal and transformation... Pluto was discovered in 1930, a few years before the scientists discovered about atom fusion and fission (transformation)... well coincidence?? i dont think so...

well, if this post got u interest about, astrology then feel free to ask me but i m still a beginners... if u still dont believe, then treat it tat i m crapping and bull-shitting...

Friends, again!

Ok... just finish watching my VCD - "Tian1 Long2 Ba2 Bu4"... know y i like this series so much? b'cos i admire the hero in it so much... he is such a nice guy especially the way he treat his friends... and the "brotherhood" tat stem from those friendship is so touching...

i have always wanted those kind of friendship...

Now back to study....

PS - Again, if i offended any of my friends in this blog, i sincerely apologize... it just tat so many things happening and it make me think and ponder about friends and friendship... So sorry...

Friends!!!

this feeling has been "bottle-up" in my heart for a long time liao... now cannot take it anymore, must find some somewhere to release it....

wat r friends? someone to share your joy and sorrow, u may say... but how many ppl out there r willing to go all the way out to help a friend?! if i were to say i need to borrow a large sum of money (lets say$500) who will lend it to me without asking much questions?! how many ppl dont mind all the trouble so that he/she can be with his/her friends?! And let me ask all of u who read my blog, "How important r friends to u? Where would u place your friends in your heart?"

For me, friends r very important to me... they rank 2nd... only after my family... but sadly to say, not everyone is like me, and i respect everyone decision, it just tat i dont understand why would anyone put their friends below anything else... so wat if u r rich and u got no friends?! so wat if u r successful and get good results in studies but there is nobody to share your sorrow?! so wat if u become famous and realise tat there is no one tat u can share your joy?!

i remember i used to have 3 friends... i considered them as my best friends... how they feel about me is another matter... well, we use to do alot of things together... we can see each other in school... we go out together so often... we r like so close (or maybe it is all just an illusion)... then came the day i came to study in Singapore-JC... yeah, u all can guess, all those "keep in touch", "call me" etc stuff during farewell... but wat really happen is the other way... did i receive any call from them? NO! Did i receive any sms from them? Yeah, but all those forwarded sms... email? Oh yeah, got, those forwarded one lor, otherwise it just replying my email... well so sad :( ... u all must be saying "Aiyoh, they dont call u, u can call them one mah!" ... Yeah, i did but dont u realise tat it is just not the same... i dont mind calling them everyday but y cant they call me once in a while?! 'm i not important to them???

sometimes when i go back to JB for the weekends, we do go out together but the feeling is different... the 3 of them (which still studying in the same school) will be chatting about topic that i dont know... they will be gossipin' about their new friends tat i dont know... worse still, they ask their new friends to come along to our gathering... when tat happen, i feel so left out... i just dont know their new friends... they will be talking about topic tat i dont have a clue about... well, i can always make friends with their new friends BUT unfortunately, i m not tat kind of ppl tat can mix around easily...

Now, the 4 of us r studying ni Uni oledi... i m in singapore, they r still in Malaysia but not in JB anymore... well there are less chances for us to be togeter again... well isn't it good then?! i wont be meeting their "friends" anymore... hahaah... well u all must be thinking tat i m such a selfish person... No, i m not... they can be with their friends when and where they want, it just tat i also want to be with them too, but just the 4 of us, like we used to be... (well, the key word is "used" - past tense)

well, i do meet some new friends in JC... but sadly to say i never get close to them... it is not tat i dont want, but just very difficult for me to get close to someone... so my JC life, i m alone most of the time....

now in NTU, i met a whole bunch of new friends... how will things turn out??? well, only time will tell...

*PS - My friends, if i offended any of u in this blog, then i sincerely apologise for it... it just tat this feeling is "bottle-up" in my heart for too long oledi... i need to pour it all out somewhere... So sorry....

Exam Nearing!!! @#%**&$@!@%$

Walau ehh... exam is really nearing liao... but i dont really got mood to study leh... how??!! well, like usual lor... "Come wat may!"...

Well, surprisingly, today (without purposely arrange) got alot of friends turn out in BS resource room... this make me a bit disappointed with Monday lunch... although almost everyone came, but still not full attendance... disappointed :(

well now have to concentrate on studies liao... dont have time to waste liao...

Lucky Day!!!

WOW!!! i m so lucky today... i saw Fiona Xie today!!!

well, as i was studying alone in resource room, i felt very bored... so i decided to pack up and go JP for a walk... i need to buy my new comic anyway... so i pack up... put my things back in my room and off i go to JP... in JP, after i bought my comic, i was window shopping... then i saw a lot of people outside this optical shop... being the usual me, i went near the shop and take a look... Voila!!! Fiona Xie is inside doing some shooting... Unfortunately, i dont have my camera with me... otherwise can take some pictures..... All thanks to the boring lecture notes... if not for them, i wont feel bored and if i m not bored i will not go to JP... and if i m not in JP, i will not see Fiona Xie...

ok... right now, i need to take a shower... cos i m going out again... well got a date with Fiona Xie... ArHahHa... no lah... going to have dinner with my uncle... he came back from China... so long didnt see him liao... and he is one of my favourite uncle....

*Uncle here i come!!!

Environmentally Friendly

Today, i went back to JB again to help out in some blood donation campaign... but today's blood donation was a short one... so ended at around 1 pm, then the manager of the company (yes a company 'cos we r doing it for the employees of that company) treated us lunch... eat until around 3+... then went back to PBSMCJB (which is a short form for Malaysian Red Cresent Society Johor Bahru Chapter) headquarter and help Yap to key in some data... at around 5.30pm we went for our dinner... back in Singapore at around 8+ but i went window shopping (yes, i like to window shop) until 10....

the following happen when i m in Jurong Point NTUC :

suddenly i decided to eat healthy, so i went to NTUC to buy some healthy foodstuff... i grab 2 X 5 bottles of Vitagen ('cos it is on offer until end of April)... dont know wat to buy... ended up walking all around NTUC and looking at each of the items on display... well, when it was almost 10 pm, i decided to pay for the Vitagen but dont know how i ended up in the fruits section... grab some kiwis and strawberries... then went to pay money... well when the cashier tried to put my things (2 packs of Vitagen, 3 kiwis and 1 punnet of strawberries) into 2 plastic bags, i told her tat i dont need tat many bags... but she insisted tat i take 2 bags...

well, those who r reading might think "SO?!"... well the thing is tat i m quite an "environment guy"... i try to practice 3R (reduce, reuse and recycle)... but how am i going to help the environment when others dont support me... I think NTUC should rethink their policy to include environmentally friendly into their policy... well now i ended up having one extra plactic bag... have to think of how to reuse it... otherwise it will end up in recycle bin (yes!! u can recycle plastic bags)...

*To change the world, start by changing yourself

Sleepless Night

hmmm.... can't sleep... that's y i m blogging now...

well, i have runny nose now and i cannot fall asleep... feeling so terrible... been tossing and turning in bed and been disturb by that damn mosquito... give up... get out of bed and blog...

if anyone invented something to stop runny nose, i will definetely buy from him... my nose have been giving me problem since i m young... whenever the weather turn cold, i will need a lot (and i mean really a lot) of tissue... another condition to trigger my runny nose is dusty environment... well, been lilke tat since young... and whenever i have runny nose, i will become super hungry that i can eat a cow....

well, i need to find some ways to get some sleep... otherwise will become panda...

When will I get serious about study??

I wonder.... when will i get serious about my studies??

today, i m suppose to study in resource room... but i ended up playing computer game almost the whole day... :( .... so sad

well maybe i should just leave my computer at my room.... no need to bring it to school... well, i try not to bring it to school tomolo.... hope i can start to get serious about my studies...

Blood Donation Back in Action

Today PBSMCJB Blood Donation Campaign was back in action oledi... WoW!!! its been a long time since my last time helping out at a blood donation campaign...

well, met a few friends today at the campaign... but sadly only those regular few one... rarely got the chance to see other PRESS members... hope to meet them more in the future... today donation can be considered as a success... a lot of ppl was there... it is incredible... next week there is one more... hope that i can go also....

right now need to go and shower le....

Frisbee and Happiness

How do u relate frisbee and happiness?

The answer is to play it with your friends... Today (well not really today but yesterday), i played frisbee with some of my friends... WOW!!! it was fun man! i played it with Xiu Wen, Stephy, Xin Yan, Cai Ting and Weizhi... A simple game can be fun also...

hmmm... this remind me of how long has it been since the last time i play/go out with my JB friends??... Well cant really tell... been a long time liao.... hope to meet them soon....