whoosh~~

i’m trying to speed up the process.. but i lack the motivation.. arrrgghh..

anyway, the Wala Wala session last night was totally fun!! great music, great company and good old kilkenny and erdinger dunkel!! woohooo~~ CT, too bad u didnt come.. hahah..

when was the last time i’m at Wala? can’t remember.. i miss the chicken wings from PostBar, Mojito from South Bridge Jazz Bar and the view from City Space.. hahaha..

maybe it is innate, but i never have hangover before.. hahaha.. perhaps it is inborn talent for alcoholic..

Too Small a Mouth for Too Big a Bite

i think i know wat is the matter with me oledi.. i am trying to bite off a bigger bite than my mouth can handle.. i am taking on too many things than i can handle.. too many things on my plate..

i guess it stems from my eagerness to prove myself.. and somehow it backfired!! things didnt really seems to go my way..

time to slow down and sort out my priority.. 80-20 rule.. 80% of the result comes from 20% of effort.. so just focus on the 20% of effort right not.. do not try to handle more than i can..

back to my mission statement:

“I am responsible for myself. I am responsible for my own past, present and future. I am responsible for my own achievement (in all areas), responsible for putting in my very best effort in all things that I set my mind to. I am responsible for my own action and emotion, guided by my own conscience.”

Hectic

my work performance is deteriorating.. how ar? i put in effort (i guess i did) but things didnt really seems to be going my way.. *sigh*

predicting hectic weeks ahead.. with all the case works, special project, need assessment, volunteer management, on-going project and normal admin duties.. how to stretch myself to the limit? i am a slacker by nature.. hahaha..

and i heard that they are going to have a meeting to discuss about salary review.. i wonder if i will have a review of salary too.. hahaha..

looking forward to the Wala Wala session on 24th.. wohoo~~

Carpe Diem

it kinda hurtful, you know, knowing tat your friends change their habits or behaviours for their loved one.. while all the time before they got their bf or gf, you had been saying the same thing or encouraging the same thing.. oh well, i guess tat is life..

i just got the sudden urge to blog and blog.. to write a lot of stuff.. but when i switched on my computer, i am kinda at a lost.. dont know wat to blog now..

i guess i have a lot of secrets tat i am not willing to share.. deep dark secret, something tat i just not ready to tell ppl, something i feel tat no point telling other ppl or nobody cares to listen at all.. for example, XXXXXXXXXXXXX.. i am not tat stupid to write it here okay.. hahhaa..

things didnt go tat smoothly at work.. i should take responsibility and ownership.. i know i should.. but i just still bitter about it.. oh well, hope those things will settle into the deep sand as time passes by.. =)

cheers everyone!!! dont be so moody anymore.. every moments is ticking away.. seize life, seize the moment!! carpe diem!!

I got fever

i think i am having a fever.. burning forehead and also aching muscles and bones.. oh gosh, cant be falling sick now..

under some stress recently.. but then again most of it is due to my own procrastination.. bohoo~~

dread tomolo, cos my ED is coming to “talk” to me.. not sure wat is it about.. hope is something neutral or good.. just not bad stuff can liao..

just when i need it, i cant find it.. *sigh* sometimes i think life is not fair.. but nobody said it is fair at the first place.. heart wrenching.. *sigh* i think i am having mood swing.. =(

My Mission Statement

it had been some time since my last post.. apologize to my loyal readers (i wonder if there is any).. dont have internet connection for about 2 weeks cos changing internet plan and they need to take 2 weeks to finalize and to do all the stuff.. oh well, got back my connection today!!! so happy..

anyway, i made up my life mission statement oledi:

“I am responsible for myself. I am responsible for my own past, present and future. I am responsible for all my achievement (in all areas), responsible for putting in my best effort in everything that I set my mind to. I am responsible for my own action and emotion, guided by my own conscience.”

woohooo~~ a very mouthful hor.. LOL.. so this will be my mission statement.. my guiding words in my future action…

neeway, congrats to ibu.. and social networking is very scary.. hahah..