Senile Dementia

NehBu is getting old... keep forgeting stuff...

on monday, i put my key on my table and i forgot about it... then i tot i lost my key... i searched everywhere but cannot find (of course lah, b'cos on the table mah)... in the end i found it back on my table covered by a piece of paper... silly me!!!

then on thursday, i left my handphone on the shuttle bus... the phone is so big yet i can forget to take... luckily someone found it and return it to me... but sooner or later, i'll lose it for good... wat to do... old le...

then today, i lost a t-shirt due to my carelessness... my friend gave me a t-shirt as birthday present... then i forgot to take and it is lost now... *sob sob*.... i want back my t-shirt.... *sob s0b*...

i need some ginko biloba... some stuff i also forget very easily... short term memory... how?? soon i will lose myself also...

now, where did i left my brain?? anybody saw it??

so many things have happen in the past 2 days!!!

25/7/2005 : first day of the new semester for the new academic year... now in year 2 le... so happy to meet my friends... long time didnt see them le and then holiday also very rarely go out with them... the first 2 lecture for the new semester was OK bah... this sem i really hope to get good result... otherwise there goes my hope of getting into dean's list...

26/7/2005 : there is no lessan for this day cos no lab for the first week, thus i m free... been helping out at the ECA recruiment booth for String Ensemble... nothing much lah... just sit there lor... then at night is the Subcomm Appreciation Night for the BSFOC2005... i m very angry about it... most of the programmes last minute said dont want to come... well, partly is my fault because i told then the venue is ECP only yesterday... but then since u oledi promise will be there u must be there lah... cannot last minute said dont want to come mah... so irresponsible... ppl oledi prepare all the food, then if dont come then wasted lah... then i inform them yesterday leh, at least they tell me tat they dont want to come earlier mah and not last minute... then i m been reprimanded by the main comm ppl... waliu eh... i did so many things yet i m still getting scolded... but then overall the BBQ at ECP was fun... reach back hall in aruond 12 midnight le... very tiring....

today woke up at 2 pm... cos i didnt sleep last night... playing games the whole night... hahah... now my eyes a bit swollen le... later i still need to go for my sign language test... didnt even prepare for it... *sigh* hope didnt fail...

need to go revise my sign language le...

Insomnia

hmmm... i have been tosting and turning in my bed for the past 2 hours liao... i cannot fall asleep!!! so unlike me...

why is this happening?? is it because i m too excited to meet my friends after a long holiday?? or is it because i m too stress (a lot of things r waiting for me to do, e.g. ECA Fair, recruitment, welcome tea... )?? i guess is both bah...

insomnia is such a terrible thing...

now where did i put my chamomile tea??

Marvelous Night

WOHOO!!! so many things happen last night...

yesterday night, there was a practice for RSPHI (FYI : the practice is for the coming Welcome Tea)... after the practice (which end at around 9) some of us want to go walk walk see see... so we walk around city link mall and ended up at Suntec... then we ended up in Carrefour... we shopped there (funny ar... a group of youngster in Carrefour)... bought some stuff to eat there, but it is not filling, so we suggested go eating supper... someone wanted to eat the 'tian ji zhou' (bull frog porridge), so we went geylang to eat...

the 'tian ji zhou' was marvelous!!! delicious!!! sedap!!! hao chi!!! oishi!!! it really taste very nice but the the waiter like got a bit attitude problem de... never mind about him, we just enjoy our supper...

funny thing is, i m not really close to tat bunch of friends BUT it kinda strange tat friendship can be forge just like tat... well, hope to have more of this kind of outing but it will be costly to my wallet :(

Holiday Blues

today i woke up feeling blues... not monday blues but holiday blues... been having this blues for some times liao...

it is holiday BUT i have nothing to do... no oversea trip, no part-time job, very little outing and most importantly NO MONEY!!! want to go out with friends but most r busy... want to go shopping but no money... want to watch TV but no good show... want to go home but got CCA stuff to do... want to have a part-time job but cannot find...

i hope the holiday will end soon (as in school start tomolo)... want to see all my friends again... i m so bored... i miss all of u out there...

sometimes i wonder y i m so moody... hmmm... could it be PMS??? NAY! i m just bored... very bored... extremely bored... very extremely bored... (OKIE!! i guess u all got wat i mean)

*SCHOOL REOPEN IN 5 MORE DAYS*

Oh! Yeah! Oh! Yeah!

muahahahahahh.... finally, i have moved back to hall... hall=unlimited internet usage... muahahhahah....

*phew* i shifted some of my stuff back to hall liao... but there r some more stuff left in my uncle's house... i tot i throw away a lot of things before i move out, but how come there r still so many things... hmmm... really give me a headache on how to move all my stuff back here... tot of hiring a transport company or something like tat, or maybe i'll just take a cab and throw everything in the car... should start throwing things again liao... want to try 'Zen' living... only have wat is needed... not extra stuff... no clutter...

now tat i m in my new room, i m kinda disappointed... although i got my first choice, but i dont know it would be like tat... first, the place for my and my roommate to hang our laundry is so small... dont think can hang all of our clothes if both of us r doing laundry together... then, it is kinda near the construction site, just hope tat it wont be too noisy... lastly, there is this patch of thing near my table... cannot clean it away... i guess i just have to cover it with something, carpet maybe...

have to continue unpacking liao...

Pampered or Too Pampered

hmmm... right now i m living very near a primary school... so everyday, i can watch the school kids arrive/leave school... i notice something very disturbing... maybe this is very common, just tat it is the first time i notice it...

well, i notice tat a lot of school kids dont need to carry their school bags... Y??? tat's because they have maid to carry for them... otherwise it is their parents tat carry for them... i remember i used to carry my own bag to school... nobody carry it for me... furthermore, i have to carry it and stand under the sun to wait for my school bus... kids nowadays r really pampered... i wonder how they survive the harsh reality tat they r going to face sooner or later...

one more thing is tat a lot of parents fetch their kids to and from school... i have nothing against it cos my dad used to fetch me from school too whenever he is free... but i m sure i wont sit at the back... i'll sit at the passenger seat next to my dad... it is to show respect to my dad cos sitting at the back without anybody at the passenger seat next to the driver means tat u treat the one tat is driving as your "DRIVER"... well, kids nowadays just ignore it and sit at the back... well, maybe they dont know... but the parents should tell them... how demeaning for the parents to be treated like drivers...

maybe my thinking is a bit out dated... maybe the society now dont value these anymore but one thing for sure, i still think it is important... my kids (if i ever have) will surely not behave like tat...

wat about u?? u still think it is important?? *just a food for thought*

A lump of Everything

okie... i have alot of things to blog... but i forget most of it also... reason is i dont have convenient access to internet now (will last till 15 July, cos i'll be moving back to hall by then)... hmm.. guess this blog will be a jumble of everything...

BS FOC 2005 Exodus was finally over.... Yeah!!! all the hard work from everyone finally pay off... the camp was a success... during the 5 days camp, nothing serious happen tat spoil the programmes tat me and my fellow programmers come out with... really have fun in the camp... but there r things tat make me angry, irritated, and unhappy also... but i guess, tat cannot be avoided, even though we plan everything nicely, things might change last minute and disrupt your plan... i m going to blog about one incident tat make me really really really angry! i hope those who read this, wont go about and spread it around...

'It is the 4th day of camp. We r going to have our SP night. We have to pair everyone together. But then, there are some ppl tat have to leave early or cannot attend the SP night. Thus those tat their SP was not there, we have to re-pair them. According to the list given to me, there were 2 girls and 1 guys missing. Thus if u think about it, we need another girl. Thus i go around begging all the female seniors for their help. I m being rejected and no female seniors want to be the SP for tat extra guy. Things r going to end soon, i m in a panic. Just when i m very panic, the SP thing come to an end. To my horror, instead of extra guy, we got extra girl. Then 1 programmer (name not here to protect privacy) turn to me and said "Why is it so hard for you to find a senior to be her SP? You know how embarassing it is for her?!" I m like so shock! According to the list given to me, we need one female senior. How do i know tat it is a guy senior tat we need? Furthermore, it is not tat i didnt do anything, i m trying my best there to get a replacement. Instead of being appreciated, i m being yelled at!!! So angry!!! Furthermore, the one tat is suppose to be in charge is having fun there.'

okie... the thing is over... i just want to blog about it to express/release my bottled up emotion... not to hold a grudge or to spread rumour around....

next is the WSC RSPHI Clementi tuition... i m so shocked when almost all of the tutors 'pangseh' me... last saturday, i dont have enuf tutors for the kids tat come for tuition... furthermore, i just become the new centre head and this kind of things happen... wat worse is tat my former centre head come to look around and saw the 'worst' scenario... OH!! i shall just dig a hole and bury my head! look like i have to be more strict with my tutors...

then, recently, i m having this streak of bad luck... first of all, the gate door to my uncle's house is spoiled... everytime, i want to go in or out, i have to spend around 5 minutes opening and closing the door... then i lost my wallet recently... this time i m sure it was stolen by someone... that thieve stole my wallet together with all my ID and my favourite small portable radio... now i have to reapply for all my ID, licence, ATM etc....

okie... hungry liao... need to go and eat le... will blog more frequently after 15 July....