Two sides of a coin

some ppl will say "life is short, so why rush?".. but there are also ppl tat say "life is short, so why waste it?".. which category you belongs to? i would very much want to choose the former, but i had wasted my 24 years.. need to start buck up and catch up with the lost time.. must pia now.. life is short, so why waste it.. i won't want to regret at my death bed..

working in social service sector surely wont bring me the monetary reward tat i want.. it is the happy face on the beneficiaries, the "thank you", the appreciation from other ppl, the satisfaction in the volunteers' face, the warm and touching moments..

but we cannot forget that a lot of people, even some of the beneficiaries, take us for granted.. ethically we are obliged to serve you, but please get you facts right.. you want helps and yet so demanding and with attitude..

the event on the 20th went on quiet smoothly.. though have bumps here and there.. i wont say it was a fantastic event, but at least still acceptable (in my humble opinion).. thanks to all those tat offered to help.. WS, Ibu, MY, RM, and all the other volunteers..

will you ever get the feeling of lonely even though you are surrounded by friends?

some randomness: currently, i'm reading "Teach Yourself to Think" by Edward De Bono