smile, and the world will smile with you (at the very least, i will smile with you)

i really didnt know it was so serious.. until you told me just now.. i should have notice it.. i’m not observant enuf.. will take more notice of you..

honestly, you can just call me anytime.. so feel free to do so when you just need someone to listen.. though i cant help you to solve the problem, but at least i can be you side when you need me..

you will pull this through.. at the very least, you have our support! i will pray day and night for you.. and dont forget i am just a phone call away only..

i put this song here to cheer you up! it may be easier said than done, but i still want to say this to you.. “smile”..

FACES – Inside MCYS

if you can get a hand of the MCYS newsletter “FACES” issue No. 01/2009, please try and do so.. lotsa touching and inspiring stories..

i will try to get permission from MCYS to post some of the stories here.. i really like some of it.. moved me to tears and great source of inspiration!

project Java discussion with Ibu and TL was fun.. with ramen and ice-cream and BK’s fries.. though i missed out the drinking session.. hahaha..

progressing!! cool.. cant wait for the end of the project with a final product!! LOL

having a meeting with my Vice-President and Executive Director tomolo.. kinda stress!!

Darn!!

i hate it when all the responsibility was pushed to my shoulder!! arrgghh.. i am not saying i am entirely fault-free, but then again, i am not solely responsible for it either!! darn!! i will be responsible, but i just refuse to bear it solely cos it is not entirely my fault!!

hate emails too.. it just hard to guess the tone or the sarcasm or the emotion in it.. nevertheless, i choose to belief that you are trying to blame me.. but heck care, i wont and refuse to bear the sole responsible.. to hell with you..

sorry for the angry entry.. just got irritated at work and need to release a little of my frustration.. *phew* feeling better now.. time to get back to work!!

(not so) dark tan

just got back from Phuket.. my 3rd visit there and it is still attractive to me.. i really like life by the beach..

got myself a few things from Phuket.. first of all, a (not so) dark tan.. a waist pouch.. a bag.. a vase.. a bracelet.. a t-shirt.. 2 books.. and spent kinda alot there this time.. about S$400.. opps.. a bit way beyond my budget.. but oh well, oledi spent, so have to eat bread for the next few days.. hahaha..

Phuket Fantasea, islands hopping, seafood, bar and pub, gay bar, shopping, town tour, Patong beach, the sun, the sea and the beach.. love it all!!

overall, it was a fun trip with LF and KK.. first time on holiday with them though.. interesting.. may not have second time though, cos LF is getting married next year!! gosh, didnt expect her to get married so soon..

waiting for the pics to be compiled by KK.. wohoo~~

talked alot about choices and options in life.. i still insist that there is plenty of choices and options in life.. there is no such thing as “forced to”.. we will always have the option to choose.. we made the decision, we must bear the responsibility..

Umeshu.Choya

no chance to blog till today..

went for 2 days of training at Ghim Moh.. hahaha.. so slacked for 2 days le.. regarding the training, it is so vague lah.. i think i can also conduct lah.. waste money, but then again, not my money.. hahaha..

oh yeah, thanks to those tat help me on Sunday.. thanks to Jo, Pat, WS, KP, SY, Ah Hai.. later on Jeremy and YX for joining the dinner only.. hahaha.. only managed to complete like 1 shelf only.. bohoo~~ still got plenty to go!! LOL

got my Choya today.. muahahhahaa.. got this new Honey flavour too.. but got this funny smell.. but the taste okay, just got smell.. spend 110 on Choya today!! oh gosh.. no wonder i got a big hole in my wallet.. =)

receive an email today tat irritates me.. well, maybe the sender dont have the intention to do so but still it irritates me.. you know, some ppl just complain complain and complain.. y not just act on it.. choose to do something about it.. do something to change it.. we maybe just 1 person, but i’m sure it can make a difference.. no matter how small the change, it can snowball into big one.. so why not just try??

i know sometimes i dont really practice what i preached.. but i will try my best to adhere to it!! hahahah..

growing fatter now.. *sigh* i need my weekly swim and jog.. been too busy recently to do so..

looking forward to my Phuket trip this coming weekend!! wohoo~~

Idea?

hi everyone, need some help here..

i’m looking for some door gifts for senior citizens volunteer teachers.. budget about S$5.00.. any suggestion?

Fortune and Future

i can’t believe i watched a whole episode of Power Rangers today.. haha.. is it still popular now?

met lotsa bio science ppl yesterday at Esplanade.. haha.. well, not really alot lah.. just 2.. interesting eh, a lot of bio science grad didnt do bio science stuff..

oh yeah, last time i asked about fortune telling.. well, i kinda believe in fortune telling, but i also believe tat future can be changed, not cast in stone.. so wat is the point of having fortune telling? so tat you can have an idea wat the future hold for u and if u dont like it, change it.. i believe tat no matter how small the effort you make, the results or changes can be huge.. well avalanche always start with a small ball of snow rolling.. you get the idea..

Please Donate Blood

when YL left S’pore to study in China, i lost my buddy tat always donate blood with me..

when it comes to donate blood, i always get agitated when ppl are indifferent!! how could they? do you know tat the one packet of blood that you donate can save not only 1 but a few lives!! isn’t tat a good enuf reason to go donate?

i always advocate, it is the heart tat matter.. but in this case, the action matter more.. please please please go and donate blood.. dont be indifference!!

blood is the only thing you can donate again and again.. so why not just donate? the money you donate, once gone, it is gone.. the time you volunteer, once gone, is gone.. but blood will be replenished within 1 days.. so why not??

i am sincerely asking all my blog readers to please go and donate your blood.. save lives!

disaster.trouble.knot.problem.

had a great dinner with auntie on monday.. just bitching about work was fun!! lol.. sometimes, u just want someone to listen to your story.. not necessarily have to reply, but just listen will be good enuf..

went to RSPHI volunteers orientation on tuesday.. i wonder how big is the gap now?? but who cares.. hahaha.. had my fair share of fun too.. i dont understand y ppl always stress the age gap?? i feel young and i am still young..  who cares about the age gap..

major disaster today at work.. *sigh*.. let down a sponsor and hope that i can salvage the situation.. well, i think i am the one who cause the disaster at the first place.. *sigh* first time feeling so bad and first time i can’t fix the situation.. arrgghh.. all my fault..

received a call from MOE today.. tot was to call me for interview.. but, chey, only call to confirm some details.. *sigh* on one hand, i really hope to get it, on the other hand i hope that i won’t get it.. how?? always got this kind of dilemna..

by the way, i found this kinda interesting manga (can you say it is a manga when it is not from japan? is from taiwan).. 1/2 Prince.. a taiwanese manga on this group of ppl who play this mass-online virtual reality game.. interesting..