the cause

i think i found out the reason behind my moodiness these few days.. it is the book tat i am reading currently.. Nineteen Minutes by Jodi Picoult, that i bought at Taipei airport with my extra New Taiwan Dollars..

the book is nice and fantastic.. too nice and fantastic tat it affected my emotion, i guess.. it was about a shooting incident in a school, it was also about trying to fit in and trying to be the popular crowd, trying to defend yourself, the complicated world of teenagers..

in a way, a lot of the stuff in the book, i can identify with..

in a way, i want my life to be like those dramas and anime, where the lead always hang out with their buddies, get into trouble together, have fun together, support each other and stuff.. all nice and cool.. tat they have happy ending and things like tat.. but i guess reality is very much different..

arrgghh.. i dont even know wat i'm writing now.. it is so much easier to blame the moon!! darn!!