TOTO and 4D, Lost

*sigh* how come my TOTO and 4D never 'kena' before de? though just buy for fun, but also buy quiet a few times le, still haven win anything before.. bohoo~~

i'm so lost!! lost about everything.. dont know wat to do.. i'm so confuse.. so lost, so uncertain, so 'dont know wat to do'.. i just want to have a happy and fulfilling life.. but how? *sigh*

i'm sigh-ing more and more recently.. *arrggh* and i'm suppose to be the legendary "stree-free" guy.. i'm so 'xin fan'.. about wat? i also dont know.. just 'fan'..

wat is the best thing to do when u r fan? well, sleep and just nua.. LoL