Defence Mechanism

nature is so fantastic... the "defence mechanism" and mind you, i m not talking about the immune system... hahaha

i believe everyone will have their own defence mechanism... whenever they r hurt, stress, sad or jealous, there is something tat they like/will do tat can make them feel better... yah... everyone will sure have some sort of defence mechanism... some like to binge on food, some like to sleep, some like to isolate themselves, some will cry, some will just ignore it, some will trash things around etc etc... i think u all get my point...

as for me, i would like to binge on food... whenever i m not feeling well, i just eat and eat and eat... eating makes me happy... hahah... luckily i m not fat... okie... maybe i m abit fat... but not too fat ok!!! so whenever u see me binge on food that means i m sad... but dont confuse with when i m sick, cos i eat alot also when i m sick... then again, i always binge on food, so how to recognise tat i m really feeling low or it is just normal binge on food?? tat is for u to figure out...

another way for me to deal with all these unhappiness is to go out alone... i like it... shopping alone, watching movie alone, go eat good food alone, walking at a park alone, go seaside alone, just wandering here and there alone... ahahah...

recently, i m not feeling so good... kinda hurt by lots of ppl... well, dont feel like blogging it here... just take it as one of my emotional swing (OMG!! mood swing again!! *sigh* getting more often nowadays)...