How far would u go??

recently, my thought had been filled with this question "how far would u go for a friend?"

there is a chinese saying tat goes something like "zai jia kao fu mu, zai wai kao peng you", which means "when at home, u depend on parents but when u r outside u depend on friends"... but how many ppl nowadays will go all the way out for their friends... not much... ppl r self-centred...

it always bogging me... if one day i m in trouble, who will come and help me... although i rarely ask ppl for help when i have difficulties, but i wanted to know... would they help me just because they feel guilty if they dont, or they help me because they really treat me as friends... true friend!

recently, i m sick and tired of being the good guy... helping ppl do this and tat but wat did i get in return?? not tat i wanted something when i help ppl, it just tat i dont feel the gratitude... i dont feel tat my help is appreciated... really depressing... i dont feel like doing anything for anybody anymore... so drained, emotionally and physically...

once again, i m in mood swing again... not feeling very good now... so dont provoke me...