Fact of Life

it is so funny how ppl can treat their friends for granted... maybe we got too used to having them around us all the time... sometimes we just neglected them...

interestingly, we only take note of our friends existence only under 2 circumstances... 1) when we need their help... 2) when something happen to them...

ever notice tat normally, ppl wont call u for a chat... but one day when u r sick or something really bad happen to u, ppl start calling u asking "how r u?", "r u ok?", "need my help" etc etc... y cant we just do tat everyday?? y cant we call our friend once a while just to chat?? *sigh* actually, i m also one of these ppl...

the other situation will be something like 'one fine day, u get into deep sh*t, then u start trying to recall each and everyone of your friends... in your mind "who can get me out of this sh*t?", "maybe i should call A? Nay, he cant help!", "calling B now would be good!" or stuff like tat...'

ok... sorry if i offended anyone in this entry... just kinda feeling blues recently (dont blame me, i m a cancerian... cancerian r rules by the Moon... tat is y our emotion r ever changing, just like moon phase...) and i certainly didnt mean everyone is like tat... some r some r not...

well, actually, i place my friends in the upmost priority... only second to my family... i really want my friends to be happy and doing fine (sound a bit mushy.. but it is true)... even though i dont have much action to prove tat...

ok... enuf of my disorganise tot... need to get back to work...