It is tat time of the year. Again!

exam coming again... 2 more weeks... and i cant believe tat i know nothing about my modules this semester... WAH!!! how?

but more amazingly is tat i have been studying in resource room for the past few days... very rarely i'll study... although got study, dont think the info is going into my head... one minute i m reading it the other minute i forgot le...

furthermore, these few days i m hooked on "Maple Story", an online game... totally hooked, and sleep very late because of it... spend too much time on it le (ok, i admit... i play more than i study)... feel so tired out these few days... nothing going into my head... arrrgghhh... how to study??

oh man! i need to get back to my notes le... =(

A boring entry...

hmmm... haven been updating my blog recently... i guess i m just preoccupied... with wat?? well, partly with my studies but mostly with my ECA and also my new addiction, Maply Story!

hahaa... nothing to blog about... i m just bored now... so i'll blog about some useless figure...

No. of blog entry : 84 (including this one)
No. of days since last blog entry : 9 days
No. of days till i die : infinity (hahah)
No. of hairs on my right eyebrow : who cares... well at least i dont...
No. of fingers i have : 10 (duh!!)
No. of friends i have : uncountable
No. of good friends : *censored* (sensitive issue)
No. of girlfriends i have now : none (so sad)
No. of handphone i had used before : 2

hahah.. i guess i bored u guys... till next time...

OMG!!! I Spend the Last 3 Hours on the Phone

now... this may seems normal to most ppl... talking on the phone for long hours r common... well, normally, i rarely do tat... and most surprisingly is tat those calls r oversea calls...

i called my 3 best friends today... chat with them for almost 3 hours... *phew* so long... time really flies when u r having good time... i really enjoyed chatting with them... cannot remember the last time i met them... now we r all studying in different places, so kinda difficult to meet each other... glad to know tat all of them r fine and doing well...

its late and i need to sleep le... still got lesson later... dont want to be panda when i go to lecture...

PS : my sister will be surprised when she see my phone bill later in the month... wonder how i m going to explain to her... and also wonder if i have enuf money to pay my phone bill this month... *sigh* where did all the $$ go??!!

What is Happening to the WORLD!!

disaster one after another... when is peace going to come back?? *sigh*

everyday in the papers, there will sure be some kind of disaster happening... Tsunami, earthquake, terrorist, accident etc... so burdening... well not tat i m directly affected by those disaster, it just affect me emotionally...

it makes me wonder wat is going to happen to the world in 10 years time?? wat kind of world will my children live in?? if it is a bad one, then i rather dont give birth (ok, not me giving birth) to any... wat's the point of giving birth to them and let them suffer??

i m sure the world is changing, but is it for the better?? i m really not sure... on 1 end, things r getting better - technology, modern sciences, better law & stuff like tat... but on the other end, racism, stigma and discrimination, terrorism & stuff like tat... so where r we heading actually??

honestly, one of my reason to become teacher is to change all these... to make an influence on the younger generation so tat things will get better... i want to let them know tat war, terrorism, discrimination will bring no happiness... i want them to know tat $$ is not everything... let them see tat to be successful doesnt depend solely on results... life is more than these stuffs...

haha... sound like some noble mission... but i dont think so... life is transient and short... we have to live it to the fullest... tat's y i want to be teacher... i think tat one of the way i can live my life to the fullest... (very hard to explain and put it into words... u have to be me to understand)... tat's y when ppl ask me y i want to be a teacher (many regard it as overwork but underpaid, i beg to differ... not because of the $$ but of the satisfaction), it is very hard for me to explain... i will just say "I just like it"...

then again, all these r just my own thought and feeling... i wont say they r right or wrong... it is just my ideal... then again, who m i to influence the younger generation?? haha... contradictory...

enuf of my long and philosophical entry...